Friday, March 28, 2008
hi readers
came back to post as i am feeling really down now........
i broke down in school during SSRP,
one time when i am walking home and one more when i am at home :(
i tried not to cry but i still cannot control :(
the day just started going downhill after i woke up in the morning.
when the announcement said that miss poon is not in school,
i had this really bad feeling that something will happen during SSRP.
then i did not care about the feeling anymore and it was time for mrs jodi lesson
*i think i saw snow by the window*
i was half asleep in her lesson.
After that it was history lesson, it was really very interesting so i stayed awake throughout the lesson. English lesson was next, but i fell asleep when mr tan was talking.
It was recess after that.
maths was the next lesson, then it was SSRP
straight after the teacher walked out, the class started walking around and making noise.
lots of people asked for permission to walk out, i said no but some still walked out.
Yanting and i told them to sit on a chair and not stand but most of them did not listen.
after trying a while both of us gave up and we sat down looking at the state of the class.
Almost half the class was not in the class, and almost everyone stood up.
Yanting was very upset, then after a while she broke down. after she broke down i broke down, followed by alice then amelia. xingjun was cheering us up. thanks xingjun! :)
then we started talking and cheering each other up:
Amelia-Simple plan
Xing Jun-Difficult Plan
Me-complicated plan
Yanting- Problematic plan
School was over after that, but I had this feeling that i was going to cry again.
had lunch after that then went alice house to do the science project.
the paper failed :(
everything i did today will fail :(
then went home after that.
cried when i was on my way home
reason: dunno why?
reached home cried another time in the bathroom
reason: also dunno why?
ate dinner, bathe then came online
*hui min hope ur hand will be ok :) get well soon
ya and then started blogging
*gtg, alice wants to read this le :P
ps: Yanting, relax more ok?
hope everyone who cried today will not cry again for the same reason :) (including me xD)the world i am living in is not as wonderful as i thought it was......
3/28/2008 08:52:00 pm